I never cared
Never got involved emotionally.
Things were simpler then.
Easy.
When things got messy
I just walked away.
But he made me care
And I got involved.
And for once I tried
And I tried.
Even when it ended
I tried
To do what was right,
To do what I should,
To be honest
With him and myself.
Damn, it was hard.
And for my effort
He called me a whore.
So I find it is much easier
To lie.
Julie -May 17, 1997
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