You held my heart in your hands.
But it wasn't enough; You wanted it all.
I loved you then; and relutantly gave it, fragile as it was.
And in your hands, my heart, oh did it sing.
Such joy I knew as never before.
Blind in my happiness, carelessly in love.
I was a fool.
For I did not see it coming, that moment,
When you visciously ripped it in half.
And with that, you wallked away without a word.
Without even a backward glance.
I cried.
Until I was empty; No tears, no heart, nothing.
But I want it back you son of a bitch.
Did you throw it away?
Or did you keep it to laugh at.
I really don't care but I want my heart back.
I am tired of this emptiness,
But bitterness has made me strong.
So watch your back, because I'm coming.
And I don't love you anymore.

Julie -May 14, 1997

Dusty Shelf
A Toast
Advice To An Old Flame
I Want It Back
Grim Prospects
Make Me Feel
Nature Gets It's Way
Key To My Heart
Tread Carefully
Nothing Behind The Mask
What A Waste
Traitorous Feelings
A Dare
Why I Drink On The Job
Anacronym Of Pain
It Creeps Up On You
I Wait
All Gone
Too Many Mistakes
I'm Really Alright
Leave Me Alone
Passing Me By
The Lie Is Easier
What A Mess
The End
Have You Looked
Think Twice
Just Out Of Reach
A Cynics View On Bartending
On Surviving
What If